Brand Jamesy Finale: I Will Survive
A rolling stone gathers no moss, you tell me. I roll and keep rolling, I roll dirty. And I survive. But in my sight, you still linger as if to justify your actions, of which I cannot recall. Fresh in my mind is that very thing that you managed to infiltrate into the inside of my blancmange: feelings. As long as I do live, I do not plan to pour cold water on how you made me feel. It’s fresh, very fresh.
I do not plan to forgive you for blatantly telling me “My people love me” and promising to set the dogs upon me to devour me between their canivorous teeth into the midst of nothingness. I did tell you enough was enough, that for all these decades, you have torn me and my people apart for your own selfish gain. There comes a time, my once-upon-a-time figure of worship, that these poor people become more important than you and your bearded face.
I know how to see myself through a day and onto the next. I do not have an objective of being pretty or completely out of this world. I keep it simple: clean and smart. Why then, would you argue that a trouser precariously fixed at a height tantamount to the tropic of capricorn is a cool thing? I do not take any pleasure in seeing those parts of you that you cannot see yourself. But having had a look myself, please take my word – the posterior vertebrate parts are so filthy they don’t qualify for public consumption – by eyes at least.
So, you chased me out your house and shut the door in my face. Because I said these
words: “I love you”. Three words that have been used time and again by people from all walks of life on this planet. Perhaps you were right to think it was just one of those earthly routines of coughing those three words out as random as it may have appeared to you. You didn’t look at my look and see my eyes; you didn’t see reason. This very reason that had taken to me as a duck to water in my dreams and my days, in where I went and where I sat. Go to sleep, honey. When you awake, I will be standing right outside your door with a fresh lily flower on which will be the dewy evidence of a cold morning.
You teach my son about the new planet with evidence of the fact that a form of life may well exist on it. I know one planet for sure, with a form of life for sure, with me and you and others out there that die for this very recognition that they exist. But you don’t recognise their existence. You spend your resources going to those alien blue people on some planet you have named after your great uncle. Go then. Go there for one last time and tell them this: we are tired of visiting them. We want them to come and discover us and give us alien biscuits and alien milk in exchange for weapons of mass destruction which could be used within their means by them. They could well eat them.
Law of Conservation of mass: matter cannot be created or destroyed. Simple sentence that men and women have all ignored, in their quest to discover where they both originated from. Science is not about origination, it is about formation and when you go in loops telling me that Lady Gaga evolved from an egg or Justin Bieber from Yout-tube, you really are confusing my enzymes. I will keep asking, and where did the egg evolve from, or where did You-tube evolve from. And you will stand there sucking your thumb and wiping your nails out of existence for lack of anything better to say. So, hear me: there are elements of life that we will NEVER, in a million years, be able to explain. Science picks up from the idea that matter already exists, but falls short of explaining how this matter was created. There is a higher power, and you can slay yourself at this truth.
One thing I want you to do is go for what you want and stick to that. Let no man or another tell you that you cannot do anything. If you believe you can drill a wall right across the globe, go ahead and do it. If you believe you can knock me off my perch , without promising any successs, I tell you solemnly, go for it. You know you better than anyone else does and the stuff between your earlobes is greater than anyone can buy.
So, do you. And I promise to do me.
Thanks for reading…
Jamesy…
3/3/11
The Miracle I Wanna See
I prefer writing in verse, but this time I keep it in prose.
What is in it for some of us is a difficult question. Everybody has their own view on life. I personally find it puzzling and one I only know so much about. Yet I choose to control mine the way I want, paying attention to the fact that I may make mistakes in the process. But one thing I know and would like to uphold is the fact that life is full of mistakes and if there be an equal number of mistakes as their is of getting things right, then the more the mistakes I make now, the better.
It is imperative to have an aim in life. This is the reason behind being a little person who can sleep like a baby and dream dreams. Personally speaking, I have been shaped by my past. I embrace every bit of the story of my past, because it is who I am. What I have seen as I grow up has moulded my dreams and made me into what I want to be in the near future.
I have seen and experienced neglect in the society. I have seen motherless children, fatherless children, families without a parental figure – all due to neglect. I have seen lack of responsibility in those that claim to be societal leaders. I have seen hatred, abuse, death of innocent people. I have seen society rotting away to modern ills, corruption, nepotism and enmity. I have grown up seeing and experiencing things I don’t want my young one to see or experience. There are many people out there living miserable lives. And I relate with them because the tear they cry, I have cried and the sorrow they have, I have had. As Morgan Freeman says in the film Bruce Almighty, when we encounter problems, we look up to the sky expecting miracles. We don’t realize that we are the miracles we wanna see. I write this knowing crystal clear the miracles I want. I want these people to laugh the laugh I have laughed and have the smile I have had. I want to be the reason for that. And I want my young ones to see different things, experience a complete life and learn to appreciate everyone the way they are. Whether different in gender or race, physical orientation or beauty, the person one may hate may be the sunshine in another’s eyes, or the moonlight of a little person somewhere.
I want my breath to sustain me until I have seen my miracle happen. And I do not ask much of the world. Just the strength to build and climb the ladder that I may be the one someone looks up to. Whatever happens, I know how to be happy. And I will be.
Walk the Talk
You have never fallen at the sight of squirrels
They have come, danced themselves lame
They have even fought you and scared you.
But you have kept your head high
You have fought on and won the battle.
You always said how life is hills and valleys,
You told stories from lands afar
Taking us through journeys of tales
From those who lived before us.
You kept the chorus at the end of each chapter
And always paused to say:
Whatever life brings, keep your chin up.
Sir, those words are engrossed in many,
Your words have inspired the young and old
They have stood the test of time and won.
Your words have been the double-edged sword
That has torn difficulties apart.
They have been the fountain of inspiration.
But you must know sir,
That these troubles don’t pick faces.
You must not let them put you down my friend.
I know you feel bad and let down.
But please remember that whatever you feel
You must always get up, dress up and show up.
So long my friend.
How to Read Mathematics
(Shai Simonson and Fernando Gouvea)
Mathematics is “a language that can neither be read nor understood without initiation.” 1
A reading protocol is a set of strategies that a reader must use in order to benefit fully from reading the text. Poetry calls for a different set of strategies than fiction, and fiction a different set than non-fiction. It would be ridiculous to read fiction and ask oneself what is the author’s source for the assertion that the hero is blond and tanned; it would be wrong to read non-fiction and not ask such a question. This reading protocol extends to a viewing or listening protocol in art and music. Indeed, much of the introductory course material in literature, music and art is spent teaching these protocols.
Mathematics has a reading protocol all its own, and just as we learn to read literature, we should learn to read mathematics. Students need to learn how to read mathematics, in the same way they learn how to read a novel or a poem, listen to music, or view a painting. Ed Rothstein’s book, Emblems of Mind, a fascinating book emphasizing the relationship between mathematics and music, touches implicitly on the reading protocols for mathematics.
When we read a novel we become absorbed in the plot and characters. We try to follow the various plot lines and how each affects the development of the characters. We make sure that the characters become real people to us, both those we admire and those we despise. We do not stop at every word, but imagine the words as brushstrokes in a painting. Even if we are not familiar with a particular word, we can still see the whole picture. We rarely stop to think about individual phrases and sentences. Instead, we let the novel sweep us along with its flow and carry us swiftly to the end. The experience is rewarding, relaxing and thought provoking.
Novelists frequently describe characters by involving them in well-chosen anecdotes, rather than by describing them by well-chosen adjectives. They portray one aspect, then another, then the first again in a new light and so on, as the whole picture grows and comes more and more into focus. This is the way to communicate complex thoughts that defy precise definition.
Mathematical ideas are by nature precise and well defined, so that a precise description is possible in a very short space. Both a mathematics article and a novel are telling a story and developing complex ideas, but a math article does the job with a tiny fraction of the words and symbols of those used in a novel. The beauty in a novel is in the aesthetic way it uses language to evoke emotions and present themes which defy precise definition. The beauty in a mathematics article is in the elegant efficient way it concisely describes precise ideas of great complexity.
What are the common mistakes people make in trying to read mathematics? How can these mistakes be corrected?
Don’t Miss the Big Picture
“Reading Mathematics is not at all a linear experience …Understanding the text requires cross references, scanning, pausing and revisiting” 2
Don’t assume that understanding each phrase, will enable you to understand the whole idea. This is like trying to see a portrait painting by staring at each square inch of it from the distance of your nose. You will see the detail, texture and color but miss the portrait completely. A math article tells a story. Try to see what the story is before you delve into the details. You can go in for a closer look once you have built a framework of understanding. Do this just as you might reread a novel.
Don’t be a Passive Reader
“A three-line proof of a subtle theorem is the distillation of years of activity. Reading mathematics… involves a return to the thinking that went into the writing” 3
Explore examples for patterns. Try special cases.
A math article usually tells only a small piece of a much larger and longer story. The author usually spends months discovering things, and going down blind alleys. At the end, he organizes it all into a story that covers up all the mistakes (and related motivation), and presents the completed idea in clean neat flow. The way to really understand the idea is to re-create what the author left out. Read between the lines.
Mathematics says a lot with a little. The reader must participate. At every stage, he/she must decide whether or not the idea being presented is clear. Ask yourself these questions:
Why is this idea true?
Do I really believe it?
Could I convince someone else that it is true?
Why didn’t the author use a different argument?
Do I have a better argument or method of explaining the idea?
Why didn’t the author explain it the way that I understand it?
Is my way wrong?
Do I really get the idea?
Am I missing some subtlety?
Did this author miss a subtlety?
If I can’t understand the point, perhaps I can understand a similar but simpler idea?
Which simpler idea?
Is it really necessary to understand this idea?
Can I accept this point without understanding the details of why it is true?
Will my understanding of the whole story suffer from not understanding why the point is true?
Putting too little effort into this participation is like reading a novel without concentrating. After half an hour, you wake up to realize the pages have turned, but you have been daydreaming and don’t remember a thing you read.
Don’t Read Too Fast
Reading mathematics too quickly results in frustration. A half hour of concentration in a novel might net the average reader 20-60 pages with full comprehension, depending on the novel and the experience of the reader. The same half hour in a math article buys you 0-10 lines depending on the article and how experienced you are at reading mathematics. There is no substitute for work and time. You can speed up your math reading skill by practicing, but be careful. Like any skill, trying too much too fast can set you back and kill your motivation. Imagine trying to do an hour of high-energy aerobics if you have not worked out in two years. You may make it through the first class, but you are not likely to come back. The frustration from seeing the experienced class members effortlessly do twice as much as you, while you moan the whole next day from soreness, is too much to take.
For example, consider the following theorem from Levi Ben Gershon’s manuscript Maaseh Hoshev (The Art of Calculation), written in 1321.
“When you add consecutive numbers starting with 1, and the number of numbers you add is odd, the result is equal to the product of the middle number among them times the last number.” It is natural for modern day mathematicians to write this as:

A reader should take as much time to unravel the two-inch version as he would to unravel the two-sentence version. An example of Levi’s theorem is that 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 = 3×5.
Make the Idea your Own
The best way to understand what you are reading is to make the idea your own. This means following the idea back to its origin, and rediscovering it for yourself. Mathematicians often say that to understand something you must first read it, then write it down in your own words, then teach it to someone else. Everyone has a different set of tools and a different level of “chunking up” complicated ideas. Make the idea fit in with your own perspective and experience.
“When I use a word, it means just what I choose it to mean”
(Humpty Dumpty to Alice in Through the Looking Glass by Lewis Carroll)
“The meaning is rarely completely transparent, because every symbol or word already represents an extraordinary condensation of concept and reference” 4
A well-written math text will be careful to use a word in one sense only, making a distinction, say, between combination and permutation (or arrangement). A strict mathematical definition might imply that “yellow rabid dog” and “rabid yellow dog” are different arrangements of words but the same combination of words. Most English speakers would disagree. This extreme precision is utterly foreign to most fiction and poetry writing, where using multiple words, synonyms, and varying descriptions is de rigueur.
A reader is expected to know that an absolute value is not about some value that happens to be absolute, nor is a function about anything functional.
A particular notorious example is the use of “It follows easily that” and equivalent constructs. It means something like this:
One can now check that the next statement is true with a certain amount of essentially mechanical, though perhaps laborious, checking. I, the author, could do it, but it would use up a large amount of space and perhaps not accomplish much, since it’d be best for you to go ahead and do the computation to clarify for yourself what’s going on here. I promise that no new ideas are involved, though of course you might need to think a little in order to find just the right combination of good ideas to apply.
In other words, the construct, when used correctly, is a signal to the reader that what’s involved here is perhaps tedious and even difficult, but involves no deep insights. The reader is then free to decide whether the level of understanding he/she desires requires going through the details or warrants saying “Okay, I’ll accept your word for it.”
Now, regardless of your opinion about whether that construct should be used in a particular situation, or whether authors always use it correctly, you should understand what it is supposed to mean. “It follows easily that” does not mean
if you can’t see this at once, you’re a dope,
neither does it mean
this shouldn’t take more than two minutes,
but a person who doesn’t know the lingo might interpret the phrase in the wrong way, and feel frustrated. This is apart from the issue that one person’s tedious task is another person’s challenge, so the author must correctly judge the audience.
Know Thyself
Texts are written with a specific audience in mind. Make sure that you are the intended audience, or be willing to do what it takes to become the intended audience.
T.S.Eliot’s
A Song for Simeon:
Lord, the Roman hyacinths are blooming in bowls and
The winter sun creeps by the snow hills;
The stubborn season has made stand.
My life is light, waiting for the death wind,
Like a feather on the back of my hand.
Dust in sunlight and memory in corners
Wait for the wind that chills towards the dead land.
For example, Eliot’s poem pretty much assumes that its readers are going to either know who Simeon was or be willing to find out. It also assumes that its reader will be somewhat experienced in reading poetry and/or is willing to work to gain such experience. He assumes that they will either know or investigate the allusions here. This goes beyond knowledge of things like who Simeon was. For example, why are the hyacinths “Roman?” Why is that important?
Elliot assumes that the reader will read slowly and pay attention to the images: he juxtaposes dust and memory, relates old age to winter, compares waiting for death with a feather on the back of the hand, etc. He assumes that the reader will recognize this as poetry; in a way, he’s assuming that the reader is familiar with a whole poetic tradition. The reader is supposed to notice that alternate lines rhyme, but that the others do not, and so on.
Most of all, he assumes that the reader will read not only with the mind, but also with his/her emotions and imagination, allowing the images to summon up this old man, tired of life but hanging on, waiting expectantly for some crucial event, for something to happen.
Most math books are written with assumptions about the audience: that they know certain things, that they have a certain level of “mathematical maturity,” etc. Before you start to read, make sure you know what the author expects you to know.
Donald Trump Success Lessons
- Focus on the Present
“I try to learn from the past, but I plan for the future by focusing exclusively on the present. That’s were the fun is.”
Yesterday is buried, and tomorrow is not yet born; the only progress that can be made toward success has to be done in the present moment, so I recommend that you focus all of your energies into making the present moment as productive as possible. If you don’t, your past will duplicate itself into your future.
- Fail Forward
“Sometimes by losing a battle you find a new way to win the war.”
Never fear failure, failure is the path to success. If at first you don’t succeed, then … that makes sense. Success takes time and it requires failure, through the process of failing you will discover how to succeed. Don’t fear failing, fear not giving your all.
- Think Big
“As long as you’re going to be thinking anyway, think big.”
It takes no more time to think big as it does to think small. Plan for big things in your life, there’s always room at the top for the person who’s willing to think bigger. Leave “little thinking” for people who want to accomplish little things, but not you. Success begins with thinking big.
- Do What You Love
“If you’re interested in ‘balancing’ work and pleasure, stop trying to balance them. Instead make your work more pleasurable.”
I saw a billboard the other day that said, “Life is too short to eat oatmeal,” I don’t know about that, but I do know that life is too short to do work that you despise. Trump said, “I don’t make deals for the money. I’ve got enough, much more than I’ll ever need. I do it, to do it.” Whatever you do, you must do it, to do it, because you will only have success doing what you love!
- Stay Positive
“What separates the winners from the losers is how a person reacts to each new twist of fate.”
Nothing is more constant than “change.” What worked for someone else will not necessarily work for you on your path to success. Challenges that others did not have, you may have. What separates the winners from the losers is that winners react positively to unforeseen challenges. Winners go over the hurdles that stop others.
- Passion is Power
“Without passion you don’t have energy; without energy you have nothing.”
The main ingredient for success is energy. Nothing great can ever be accomplished without “amazing” levels of energy, and energy comes from passion, so what’s the lesson? Always follow your passion, and you will always have the energy to accomplish your dreams.
- Experience is Priceless
“Experience taught me a few things. One is to listen to your gut, no matter how good something sounds on paper. The second is that you’re generally better off sticking with what you know. And the third is that sometimes your best investments are the ones you don’t make.”
You need experience; there are things that experience will teach you that you can’t learn in any other way. Never underestimate the value of getting your hands dirty. With experience come priceless lessons that will position you for success.
What Will Be
Waking up in the morning
To the chill and frost
The debris of yesterday.
Birds chirp naively and squirrels awaken.
The sun shines from afar half-heartedly,
Through the rays you see promise.
Suddenly bad memories are evicted.
Change is rest, it goes.
This to yourself you do say.
Toil across the day, dig the garden.
Run your socks off, think your brains sore.
Bear your fantasies and dreams in mind.
Pay that price as the day rots away.
When the sun goes to bed,
Dry bead of sweat is to be washed away
By the honesty of your toil’s promises.
Don’t chase the promise.
Que Sera Sera -
What will be, will be.
The 90/10 Principle

Coffee

How to Memorize Anything
- First, use a pencil or word processor to type, in complete sentences, any fact you think might appear on the test. Use short sentences because they’re easier to remember.
- Take your printed notes into a quiet room, shut the door, and eliminate all distractions.
- Look at the first sentence in your notes and read it out loud. Then, close your eyes and say the sentence without looking at it.
- Repeat the step above, this time with the first 2 sentences.
- Next, try it with 3 sentences. Then 4. Repeat until you have memorized every sentence in your notes.
After a study session, take a quick nap. New memories are very vulnerable, but studies have shown that sleep helps your new memories stick. After your nap, repeat the memory technique once more for maximum retention.
What You’ll Wish You’d Known [Part 3]
Ambition
In practice, “stay upwind” reduces to “work on hard problems.” And you can start today. I wish I’d grasped that in high school.
Most people like to be good at what they do. In the so-called real world this need is a powerful force. But high school students rarely benefit from it, because they’re given a fake thing to do. When I was in high school, I let myself believe that my job was to be a high school student. And so I let my need to be good at what I did be satisfied by merely doing well in school.
If you’d asked me in high school what the difference was between high school kids and adults, I’d have said it was that adults had to earn a living. Wrong. It’s that adults take responsibility for themselves. Making a living is only a small part of it. Far more important is to take intellectual responsibility for oneself.
If I had to go through high school again, I’d treat it like a day job. I don’t mean that I’d slack in school. Working at something as a day job doesn’t mean doing it badly. It means not being defined by it. I mean I wouldn’t think of myself as a high school student, just as a musician with a day job as a waiter doesn’t think of himself as a waiter. [3] And when I wasn’t working at my day job I’d start trying to do real work.
When I ask people what they regret most about high school, they nearly all say the same thing: that they wasted so much time. If you’re wondering what you’re doing now that you’ll regret most later, that’s probably it. [4]
Some people say this is inevitable– that high school students aren’t capable of getting anything done yet. But I don’t think this is true. And the proof is that you’re bored. You probably weren’t bored when you were eight. When you’re eight it’s called “playing” instead of “hanging out,” but it’s the same thing. And when I was eight, I was rarely bored. Give me a back yard and a few other kids and I could play all day.
The reason this got stale in middle school and high school, I now realize, is that I was ready for something else. Childhood was getting old.
I’m not saying you shouldn’t hang out with your friends– that you should all become humorless little robots who do nothing but work. Hanging out with friends is like chocolate cake. You enjoy it more if you eat it occasionally than if you eat nothing but chocolate cake for every meal. No matter how much you like chocolate cake, you’ll be pretty queasy after the third meal of it. And that’s what the malaise one feels in high school is: mental queasiness. [5]
You may be thinking, we have to do more than get good grades. We have to have extracurricular activities. But you know perfectly well how bogus most of these are. Collecting donations for a charity is an admirable thing to do, but it’s not hard. It’s not getting something done. What I mean by getting something done is learning how to write well, or how to program computers, or what life was really like in preindustrial societies, or how to draw the human face from life. This sort of thing rarely translates into a line item on a college application.














